Can't you read my poker face?

Can't you read my poker face?
can never forget this

Friday, September 10, 2010

G.A.G.A( Grateful and gradually appreciating)

Life, is so ambiguous. Even tiny little details like numbers can be a part of the definition. You don't get what I meant, do you? What I was trying to say is, sometimes we worry too much. May it be bigger issues like assignments, obligations like studying(LOL!), and tiny little things like organizing outings. Some people spend their life resenting, being filled with hatred and anger every second they screw/or get screwed up. I just think that, why don't people spend their amount of time left being happy? Making effort to improve themselves? Helping the less fortunate? Gee, I'm starting to sound like Mother Teresa now.

I used to be a victim, now slowly appreciating time and spending it wisely(no, not trying to sound annoying here). I've always been living life spontaneously, and hey, it has just been widen seconds ago. Something a little relevant here would be my dream. I've always wanted to work with successful people from the film industries in the U.S. Christopher Nolan, M. Night Shyamalan...awesome people that I want to work with. You can guess what some people could've said about this. Look, no matter what you dream to do, go for it! At first, when I told my parents I wanted to be a scriptwriter, they literally laughed! It's fortunate I have few supportive friends(esc a friend Ana from Panama). Also being inspired by Lady GaGa. One thing I remembered her saying is 'Never be afraid to live your dream'.

Think of it. What if you have 3 months left to live? Or a week? Or less than 24 hours?
Live is short, make the best of it.

Recently, I took up Legal Studies, Psychology and Tourism. Loved every minute of the classes. Interesting. It's just somehow I don't feel like I fit into the crowd in my classes...sometimes it's like I'm the outcast. This is so not what I had in high school. BUT hey, it's not as bad as it sounds. I still make friends(outside the class), and have a fairly good life there.

Being tempted in my tourism class, I really wanna FUCKING go on a vacation! haha
I've planned to visit my friend Ana from Panama...she's really nice. I would love to see how she looks in real life(Although I've seen her pics on facebook, I'd say she's really pretty).

Ah, I'm tired. Going to stop here. And it's the VMAs tomorrow! I wish Lady GaGa all the best!

"Never be afraid to live your dream, life is short, make the best of it"- Lady GaGa